The Good Old Days

I miss they way things once were. being happy and carefree.there is no such thing as not growing up we all have to at some point. life sucks. i have no job. i need to do something amazing with my life what that is exactly i have no idea. i miss the old days. i miss all the things i used to do. i miss being able to skateboard and play soccer, smoke pot, jam out, go to the movies, no job, talking on the phone all night, innocent kisses, wearing my boy clothes and it being thought of as sexy, my skate shoes, being able to watch cartoons and not be called a loser, being able to have crazy hair colors, being able to chalk it up to being young, being skinny, having your heart broke because you fell in love with every boyfriend you had, i miss middle school, i miss the friends i had back then, i miss not having friends now everyone wants to use you now and if it doesn't help them then they won't bother with you, i remember my firsst boyfriend i never even kissed but just holding hands and hugging was enough back then but not now the world is so horrible now no one is innocent long anymore. i miss the good old days.